Let our wings take off

Monday, April 4, 2011

Short Chapters

30 Days: A mom reading her journal to her child telling her life with her father
http://letourwingstakeoffinstories.blogspot.com/2011/04/30-days.html

" Mommy, Mommy what is this?" :D my daughter, Jamie asked.
"Its my journal."
" Read me it ":D with anticipation
I sighed and smiled "Alright, I wrote this journal on important days" I started to read...(if its in italics its the writing in the journal and if its in different colors its the next event) *Flash black*
Today was the day I was going to get married.It happened all so fast. I married someone I truly, TRULY loved.He was the sweetest, most wonderful guy ever!!! I knew somewhere in my heart that he was the one for me.I gotta go now cause we are on our honeymoon!!!! see you later!! :D I saw doodles around the page, I was such a bad drawer. I giggled and went on to the next entry.

I'M PREGNANT!!!!! Today was a special day for me because I get to raise a child with James :D I wonder what name we should name it. What toys should we get it? I am so excited!!!!!

I'm so depressed right now .... James...won't make it....He has 30 days to live......He has cancer.....I don't know what to do....I cant raise a child by myself......not one without James.....I remembered the conversation....
Doctor: Your husband, James has 30 days to live....
Me: "WHAT???!!! " I burst into tears " TELL ME YOUR LYING!!!!!!" I shook the doctor so hard
"Calm down...."
" I CAN'T CALM DOWN, MY HUSBAND'S DYING!!!!" I fell down to my knees and covered my face with my hands full of tears. When I got home that day I wrote in the journal, with my hand shaking and my tears pouring out.....( for the days I will put same color)

Day 1: I'm going to keep track of the 30 days my husband has left...He said " It will be alright so let's enjoy it while we can.." Even though he said that...I cant keep my self from worrying....

Day 2: We are going to the park to have a picnic. It was so much fun, it was like the days we were dating.

Day 3: We are going on a vacation for 1 week!!!! I cant wait!!! It will be so much fun!!!

Day 4: We are on a plane for 2 nights, so I will skip to day 6

Day 6: We have arrived in HAWAII!!!! I am gonna have fun in the sun but I cant play that much because well, I'm 8 1/2 months pregnant, so I'm gonna skip to day 13

Day 13: WE ARRIVED HOME!!!!

Day 14: WE ARE GOING ON A TRIP AGAIN!!! NOW TO ROME!!! so we arrive on....day 21

Day 21: Those trips were the best time of my life!!! It felt like being young again!!!

Day 22: James.... He is in the hospital. The doctor said he was experiencing pain for the last couple of days.... Why didn't he tell me!!!! (Flashblack) I remeber I was a crying when I was writing as my tears were dripping on the page..

day 23-29: I stayed until midnight when he was in the hospital. I bought him books to read everyday and talk to him. He told me that he didn't tell me because I would be doing what I am doing now, freaking out. It was true, I would do that. I just can't keep my self from worrying....

Day 30/31: Day 30...... I wished a miracle had happened so he wouldn't die or he at least would see his child.....He was growing weaker and weaker.... His last words were , I want my child to be Jamie....He reached out to rub my tummy but stopped halfway and went to the heavens. He died on December 31. I remember I shook him hard so he would wake up. I pinched myself so I would wake up. I knew it was real but I did it anyway. I shook and quivered and put my hands to my face and sobbed as tears fell on him....Then I sucked up my tears . I told myself, to be brave....be brave... Then suddenly I felt my water broke and I was sent to the delivery room. I was on those wheel chairs. I turned my head and looked at James for one more time and a tear fell from my face. I wiped it away and put on my determined face on. I was ready to born my baby. My baby, Jamie was born on January 1. When I finished reading it , tears rolled down my face Jamie looked at me with a frown on her face and said " Is it my fault daddy died, like a trade for daddy's life and my life?" I smiled through my tears and said " Of course not honey, everyone has to die someday."
"okay mommy :D" She smiled as I showed her the pictures I taped. It was pictures of Jamie when she was born, Pictures of her going to kindergarten and many more. After I finished Jamie asked " Can I keep this journal?"
"of course but I will give it to you later. "
" Okay, but I have to go to bathroom now and I want to make cupcakes later"
" Sure honey" I said with a smile. I stood up and I felt a whisper in my ear from behind that had the voice of James that said "We have a beautiful child and I knew you would be a great mother." I looked behind me and all I saw was a feather floating down. I got my journal,a pencil, the feather and scotch tape and wrote on the last page, Today I read Jamie my journal, and I felt James whispering in my ear. We have a wonderful child, James Then I taped the feather in the journal and left it open on the table and heard " MOMMY, I'm done!!!! Lets bake now" I went to her, picked her up and went to the kitchen....when I look back in living room I smiled as I saw another feather floating down on top of the journal.

Sunday, April 3, 2011

Beneath the Hoodie: Chapter 5: Maybe Someday....

"WAIT A MINUTE!!!"

"What?"

"Why am I going first???"

"Fine I go first, I hit on girls to prove to my dad!!!!!!" He looks like he is going to burst into flames....he continues,"... I used to a fat chubby kid and my dad would say you will never get women to fall in love with you-"

You were a fat chubby kid?? I want to see pictures" I said it with enthusiasm and eyes gleaming

"NO WAY!!! You will use it against me to women and THAT'S NOT THE POINT!!!

You watch too much drama... but that is a great idea" >:D

" back to my story.....I lost weight and wanted to prove to him that women will fall in love with me!!!" He said it with his flames growing larger and it appears that there were flames in his eyes...

" That is a stupid idea -__- Why didn't u just get one girl to fall in love with and show her to your dad, so that way I wouldn't be in this mess"

" And how am I gonna find a girl to fall in love with me?"

" Your really stupid, just get a girl to fall really in love with you or fake it out"

" Smart but, whats done is done, and now your turn" :P

I sighed " Promise me this, you must not ask questions or ask me to tell you it again." John nodded so I said really slowly.." That summer..." Then I said it really fast "my mom died and my dad gave me bruises and I cut myself." I said it so fast he thought I was saying gibberish. I stood up and left.

" NOT FAIR "D;

" Sorry but you promised" I said with my back turned then I turned aroung and smirked and said "Maybe someday...I will tell you." and I ran off home.

Johns POV

My heart skipped a beat. It was the first time she smiled or in this case, smirked. Her personality is really something.... I want to know more about her......

TO BE CONTINUED

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Beneath the Hoodie: Chapter 4: Ready to face the truth?

I can't believe this!!!!!He found out!!!!! He's gonna tell everyone -__- I will be.....the same as always o.o You know what I don't care anymore :D People will leave me alone so I won't really care

Next day

Hm..... they aren't talking about it... Maybe he didn't tell???

John: " Yo :D"

Nicky: Leave me alone -__-

"Never :D"

"Why?" -__-

"Because I know your secret" :P

" It doesn't really matter, I will have more time to myself"

John"s POV:

Sigh.... This is gonna become harder than I thought and when I just found out her secret DX

End of POV

" Then tell me why you are hiding it" :P

" I'm not hiding it, I just like wearing my hoodie"

" Why do you have scars on your arm then?"

I gave a glare and stated " It's none of your business" and walked away.

After school:

John follows me. I see him so clearly -__- What does he want??

" What do you want?" -__-

" I'm gonna keep bothering you until you tell me why" :P

" Never"- __-

" Then I just gonna keep following you" :D

I sighed " If you tell me why you hit on girls and have the notepad of confessions then I will tell you"

" You tell first" :p

" Fine, It all started that summer....."

TO BE CONTINUED

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Beneath the Hoodie Chapter 3:Underneath the Sleeves

It was.....

JOHN FROM MY CLASS!!!! D;

John's father said " This is my son, John. He might be your fiance later on.."

I said " Yes I know him from my class."

" oh, really now?? Well you should get along together, now lets eat :D"

John's POV:

This is the perfect chance to finish my goal >:)

Nicky's POV

" WHY DID MY FIANCE HAD TO BE HIM???!!! -__- HE'S SO ANNOYING, HE FLIRTS WITH OTHER GIRLS AND PLAYS WITH THEM AS IF THEY WERE TOYS -__-" I thought with my face calm.

I wanted to get out of here D; I ate my dinner and went to bed because i didn't fell like talking to them.I went to bed and thought to myself.The only thing that keeps me alive is my hoodie, my special hoodie.... as I drifted to sleep

The Next Day...

Girl 3: Hi :D

Nicky: What do you want? -__- ( Nicky eavesdropping on some girls that were fans of John:

Fan 1: He told everyone that he had a fiance D;

Fan 2: He told me it was the girl who had the hoodie all the time D;

Fan 1: Why did she had to be chosen to be his fiance??? )

Girl 3: I want to be friends with you :D

Nicky: Are you trying to be friends with because John being my fiance?-__-

Girl 3: JOHN'S YOUR FIANCE???? :O

Nicky: So you didn't hear? o.o

Girl 3: Nope o.o but anyway my name is Micky

Nicky: My name is Nicky

I sighed then John came

John: Hello, My future fiance ;D

I grabbed him by the collar, and said: Why are you telling everyone about the arranged marriage???? >:o

John: My oh my, you are feisty

I heard girls whispering more when I grabbed him by the collar so I let go.

Nicky: Your annoying.-___-

John: You willl fall in love me some day, so lets chew at the ends of this*took out pocky* Its a game of whoever snaps it off first looses * put the pocky stick in my mouth and put his mouth on the other end *

I snapped off half of it and said " No way, but thanks for the pocky and left.

I heard girls whispering more and softer when I came nearer to them

Lunch:

Fans: Can we talk to you for a sec?

Nicky: Why?

Fans: We want you to stay away from John.

Nicky: I want to stay away and he is clinging on me like a child is to his mother, and I never agreed to the arranged marriage because I don't want to marry him

The fans were at a loss of words, so I turned away.

End of school:

I was the last one to leave. I took off my hoodie because I wanted to see the mark sewed on it. It said " For my beautiful Nicky." I left to go to the bathroom but was going to go home after the bathroom.Micky went in the classroom( no one was there cause Nicky left already) to get her pencil case she had forgotten. She noticed Nicky's hoodie on the chair. So she grabbed it and saw John and asked him to bring it to her. John gladly accepted and found Nicky walking the halls.

John: NICKY!!!!! :D

Nicky: What?? -___-

John: Micky saw your hoodie and asked me to bring it to you.

Nicky: Tell Micky I said thanks :D

I took the hoodie and left. John noticed something on Nicky's wrist. It was a scar. John stopped me and rolled up my sleeve. I was surprised that he found out about the bruises and scars on my arm.

John: HOW DID YOU GET THIS?????

Nicky: It's none of your business

I left and I had a feeling that he would uncover the secrets beneath my hoodie and me....

TO BE CONTINUED

Thursday, March 24, 2011

Beneath the Hoodie Guide

Beneath the Hoodie: Chapter 2: Arranged Marriage

I have a fiance???!!! o.o What is wrong with my dad!!! Why can't I make my own decisions???!!! I sighed and tried to put on a smile and said in the happiest way I could " Why did you choose a fiance for me?"

Dad: " I want a better future for you" he mumbles" and the money too..."

But of course I heard it but I pretend not to hear anything. I said " Thanks but what if I don't like him and what if he doesn't like me?"

" It will be his choice if he wants to marry you or not, You will meet him tomorrow night for dinner"

I sighed and said : Okay..." I left and I needed a plan to make him not like me. >:)

Next day...

As usual, I was alone and staring at the clouds out the window. I wondered who will be my fiance...I just hope that if he is in my school, he would not spread it around.....

At night......

I was drinking water when the doorbell rang...

???: Hello we are here to visit you

Dad: Oh Robert!!! Nice to see you :D

Robert: Here is my son.... John..

I nearly choked on my water. Did he say John??? I DON'T WANT TO BE IN A MARRIAGE WITH HIM!!!!! but wait.... what if it isn't him but the person with the same name..... There was someone else standing by the door......

TO BE CONTINUED