Beneath the Hoodie: Chapter 11: Back Up

Try to stay asleep... I overheard my father.... I wanted to cry but made myself not to. I heard my dad leave and wanted John to leave so I could cry by myself. But he didn't leave until midnight. But of course I grew sleepy by that time. I woke up that morning after I fell asleep but of course John wouldn't be here since it was a school day.Then I suddenly remembered about my dad and started crying softly that no one could hear.

When I came home that day my dad had an announcement to make. 

"Since Nicky was in a near death accident, I decided to provide you with a back up fiance, here is Layla"

LAYLA!!!!!?????????  

SORRY SO SHORT D;
I'M REALLY LAZY SINCE ITS LIKE SUMMER....

little diary entry....

I AM BORED
so I should just put a little diary entry :D
Yesterday I went to the movies to see....KUNG FU PANDA 2!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was more dramatic than expected....BUT it was still good :D
when I saw the ending of the movie I WANTED MORE
so I searched online to see if there was gonna make another sequel and.....
THEY ARE!!!! they said they planned to make 6 chapters of the movie when they first made it..(don't blame me if the information is wrong since I got it online or they might change it into less sequels) but since the 1st movie was made in 2008, it took 3 years to make another sequels so it might be completed in 18 years.........-__-
after the movie I went buffet to celebrate my mommy's b-day :D
but I had to wait fo my dad since he play mahjong too long...-__-
it was very yummy :D
now today I went to eat in Chinese restaurant for my cousin who has recently came from China ( he's 3 or 4) He get's scared of people easily but today he holded my brothers hand o.o
he held out his had and my brother was playing DS and wasn't paying attention (for shame...FOR SHAME!!)
then everything else was boring.....
so i end here
bye :D

Beaneath the Hoodie: Chapter 10: Shocking POV of her father...

*Beep,beep* That's all I ever hear....I'm sitting across from Nicky while she's in a coma..... I visit her everyday. I always think its my fault.... Making her angry and storm off like that....If it wasn't for me she... would not have had a near death experience. We don't know if she's going to wake from this coma. Today, I visited her making sure she would wake up.... Sometimes Micky and Andy comes by.... but today, her dad visited...... I didn't really like her dad because he works instead of being with his daughter. He sat down next to me while looking at Nicky. We didn't talk to for a couple of minutes, just awkward silence... until he broke the silence....
"Your probably thinking that this is all your fault.... "
I opened my mouth in shock that he knew.... but he stilled continued,
"You were like me too, when my wife died" She died??!!! o.o He kept going." Then I put all my focus onto my work...ignoring my daughter... When I came to my senses I didn't know how to start a conversation with her so I kept working. Sometimes I get drunk and accidently punch her....like for instance... I was walking towards her and tried to start a conversation while I was drunk but then I fell and punched her -__- I couldn't help it T-T Then I thought marrying a wealthy fiance would help her. " He sighed..." What a terrible father I am..."  He looked at his watch and then " Opps I got to go, bye..." I was still shocked by the news....So that's why she didn't want to talk about......I looked at her and I think i'm in love with her.......

Beneath the Hoodie: Chapter 9 :The Walk to the Grave

I can't believe that jerk!!!! Why can't he be happy for m for once. just when I thought we could be friends but nnnoooo, he just assumed that we were already married and now I 'm his property now???!!!I sighed.I went to buy a bouquet of flowers,mom's favorite,lilacs.After that I walked to the cemetery. I saw the cemetery ahead. I went to my mom's tomb stone. I bent down to my mom's tombstone. 

"Mom, I really miss you....Why did you have to die....I wish everything was back to the way it was then we could be happy family again......." my voice was cracking up and going softer. " Whenever dad gets drunk he sometimes looses control and hits me... I sometimes cut myself....." a tears streamed down my cheeks. "I still have the hoodie that you gave me."I whispered, "Mommy. I miss you..." I wipe all my tears and put the bouquet of flowers down and left. I went home, took a shower and fell asleep. 

The next day.....

I was busy doodling in my book. Then John came up to me. " Um..... I 'm really sorry......" 

I was shocked to hear this, well, since he didn't seem like the one to be sorry. Since he did all the courage to do that I said" I forgive you" He seemed happy like a dog be forgiven by its master. The bell rang and the teacher began. The teacher announced that there would be a group project. I wasn't busy listening but when I heard " group B will have Andy, Micky, John, and Nicky. I was so excited, that if I was a dog I would jump in the air and wag my tail all day. It was an art project that should be easy for Andy since he is a artist. We worked together and had fun talking to each other. I talked to the others as well but mostly with Andy. 

When school was done, I was as happy as a clam. I was even skipping down the block. John was walking me home. He looked like he was grumpy so I sad sarcastically" Whats up with you?" 
"Nothing, except for the fact my fiance's is flirting with some other guy."
I was shocked " I was not flirting!!"
"Sure, you weren't" he said sarcastically.
" I can not believe you!!! Was that apology a lie??!!!"
" No, this a new topic about you flirting with some guy..."
" You are so conceited and obnoxious that you would care if your "girl" that you would get to confess to you for your father to prove something" I walked faster since I didn't wanted to see his face. I just wanted to go home. listen to music and read romance manga ( Japanese comics) I walked down to the middle of the street.
" I am not conceited or obnoxious" I turned around in the middle of the street
"Then what are you???!!" 
" I'm-" 
When I thought about romance manga. a thought hit me.....my eyes widened 
"Your in lo-" Someone interrupted me saying " Watch out!!!!!" I turned to the car facing me the last words I heard were from John yelling "NICKY!!!!" I fainted. After a while... i opened my eyes...My eyes were blurry all I saw was me lying in a pile of blood and sirens...Maybe I can be with my mom now....Mom..............

Beneath the Hoodie: Chapter 8: The Envy Monster Awakens.... ( someone who is jealous)

Me and Andy became closer together ever since he came. Me and and him were childhood friends. He would always argue with me. When we got closer together I fell in love... He became nicer each time. He told me that when he meets new people he is mean and shuts them away. When he became friends with new people he begins opening a little each time. When it was lunch time...I felt someone glaring at me all day whenever I was with Andy but I ignored it. When me and Andy were alone. I had a feeling he was gonna ask about the confession...He looked at me and said " Remember the confession in middle school?" I gulped and said "yes..."

"I don't really know what to say.... and well... I don't know how I like you as. I can't really tell if I like you as a friend or more than that..." I nodded as he kept going " Can I tell you how I feel to you later?" I nodded and he gave me a hug. As I was about to give him a hug.... someone pulled me back. I looked behind me and it was John!!!??? Why was he ruining my good moment???!! He was looking at Andy while I was glaring at him. He told him " I'm sorry but she is my fiancee" then he dragged me away from Andy until he was out of sight. When I had enough of him I broke off his grip. 

" What is wrong with you??!!!" I shouted

" Your my fiance your supposed to be with ME!!!"

" We aren't even married yet, and now I'm your property?"

"We will be married soon and yes you are mine."

" What is wrong with you???!!! We didn't even decide yet and there IS a possibility that we are not going to get engaged!!!"

" I don't care you, you are not to hang with Andy"

" What is with you??!!! Your not my father!!!" I stopped to gasp for breath. When I was done I left not wanting to see my "fiance" anymore. So I knew where to go when I was sad or mad. My mom's grave....

Beneath the Hoodie: Chapter 7: New Transfer student

It was a sunny morning. I felt like I was a cat trying to take a nap in the sun..... BUT!!! I have school T-T I was putting my head down and trying to rest while my teacher was making a announcement. I only heard a little...

"We have a new transfer student today, introduce yourself Andy" Andy???!!! I suddenly put sat up and wanted to see if it was really him...... IT WAS!!!! I'm so embarrassed!!! Ever since I confessed to in middle school on the last day of school... I never gave him a chance to answer me back!!!! I wondered what I should do..!!! Maybe....I SHOULD PRETEND I FORGOT ABOUT HIM!!!! I looked at him and he saw me. He smiled and waved at me.I blushed of course, and waved back at him. I sighed and thought that this would be a long day....

I saw Nicky put her head down. She looked like a cute cat... WAIT!! why did I say cute???!!! Then I looked at the teacher to get my mind of her.. There was some new transfer student named Andy. Then I saw him wave at Nicky. She waved back while blushing. Don't tell me, she likes this guy??!!! I felt jealously rage up to my head. Then I realized something...maybe I'm exaggerating.... What more will could happen????

Beneath the Hoodie: Chapter 6 : Amusement Park

" SSSSOOOOO BORED"  I sighed as I looked out the window. Micky suddenly jumped right in front of me. I thought my heart was going to jump out.

" Nicky, want to go to the amusement park tomorrow??"

"Huh?"

" I will take that as a yes, John is coming too." 

I sighed and said " Fine.. I will go since I got nothing better to do..."

" YAY!!! " Then I blocked her out of my mind since all she could talk about was the amusement park.

Next day....

I was sleeping and suddenly i got woken up by the sound of my phone. I groaned as I got up to get it and said

"hello?" in my tired voice.

" Nicky? " It was Micky but her throat and nose sounded it was stuffed.

"Micky?"

" I can't go to the amusement park today, I'm sick..."

" What???!!!" I sighed " Then there's no point in going.."

" Nnnnooo, go without me, I don't want to get in the way of your fun."

I sighed " okay..."

Later...

I saw John coming and he saw me " Hey, where's Micky?"o.o

" She's sick...." 

" I get it now... You wanted us to go on a date and lied about Micky" He smirked. I wanted to smack him so hard!!! Instead, I glared at him and said,

" How could you possibly think that!!" I sighed " If your gonna act like that, then fine, I'm leaving."

" I was just kidding" and he stuck his tongue at me. I grew with more anger for him and stayed quiet wanting to smash his guts out!! After we got into the amusement park. We were walking side by side looked around for things to do. It was a long time I went to the amusement park since..mom was gone... I sighed. If it was going to be this boring I would have stayed home... Then he asked me a question, " Why did you come here anyway if your gonna sigh so much?" 

"I wanted to be with Micky, since she was the first friend I had in a long time." I smiled at bit when I pictured Micky in my mind looking happy and smiling all the time. In the corner of my eye I saw John's eyes widened a bit when I smiled and his face became red and looked down. 

Then I turned to face John in the face and pinched his cheeks making eye contact with him and his face became redder. 

" Are you sick? " I put his forehead against mine. " Its a little warm." He got red more and backed away and faced to his right avoiding eye contact with me. 

" I'm not sick, it's probably from the heat."

" Then why are your cheeks red?" 

" It's probably from you pinching my cheeks so hard."

"Ok...." ( Im tired of putting " John POV" so when it's red its John's POV ) I'm only red because of you smiling and you making me fall in love with you without even trying to... I remember her words "I wanted to be with Micky, since she was the first friend I had in a long time." Then I thought what am I to her? So I asked, " Hey, if Micky's your friend, then what am I?" 

" You are the annoying stalker monster who is my fiance." I had a feeling she was going to say something like that. I saw her looking at a stuffed animal. 

" You want me to win that for you?" She shrugged so I took that as a yes. I played the game and won it. I gave her the stuffed animal. She took it shyly, looking at her stuffed animal. " You didn't have to do that..." My heart was beating fast when she looked so cute looking like that. 

" My, oh my, look who is acting so shyly today." 

She paused for a second.." Shut up" and went to the roller coaster, " Let's ride that!!" as she said smiling. I couldn't help but smile back and said " Race you there" and ran off.

After he won the bear. He gave it tome while smiling to me. It was as if it was contagious and smiled a little. I looked at the stuffed bear and couldn't help but think that it looked sorta like him. It was smiling at me. After we rode the roller coaster we got ice cream. It was yummy. He got a different flavor than mine and wanted to know what it tasted like.

" Can I taste that?"

" Huh?" I took that as a yes. So I lunged over, put my hand on his and his ice cream and licked it. It was yummy. Doesn't that girl know that licking a person's ice cream is like a indirect kiss??!! When she touched my hand my heart beat faster and faster.. I soon blushed...

I saw him become red again." Are you sure your not sick?" 

" No, No its the heat so I will eat more ice cream." he kept licking fast the ice cream. Then rubbed his head and said " Ahh.. brain freeze.." I laughed. After we went on more rides and played games we decided to go home. " I had a great time" I said and smiled. He then averted his eyes and said " Me too.." we both went home and it was a fun day...